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The Everything Test
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|You are more emotional than logical, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.|
As for specific personality traits, you are innovative (86%), adventurous (85%), greedy (60%), intellectual (56%).
|Hippie||58%|| || |
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Your political views would best be described as Socialist, whom you agree with around 83% of the time.
| || Socioeconomic |
Your attitude toward life best associates you with Upper Class. You make more than 0% of those who have taken this test, and 100% less than the U.S. average.
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| If your life was a movie, it would be rated PG-13. |
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|Nov. 1st, 2006 10:51 pm An inconvenient truth|
I just saw it (the title in french translates as "state of emergency"), and it is rather chilling to the bones, very interesting, didactic and well done, and teaches a lot about the climate changes.. I was surprised to find out how much Al Gore is dedicated to that issue and has been for years.. WHy is not that man the pres. of the US right now...? the wonderful thing however is, he's had a real impact abroad (and also in his own country) especially in ChinaLeave a comment
Go see that movie!!
|Oct. 9th, 2006 08:25 pm Update...|
Wow I'm just scared to see how long it's been since I last updated here, I did update on LJ though..Leave a comment
I think it goes back to when, I met someone from myspace IRL in france but it was before I went on the vacation in finland..vacation I didn't post about on here , I might in a while when it won't be such a touchy subject for me.
Well after a rather horrible last year during which I had to go through an operation and could not get a job for months after it I'm now working at a well known company, a job I would rather not do (administrative assistant) but still a good one if I believe other people's opinions, I'm able to save money and not slowly waste what I had saved so painfully in the last years, to make projects again, to feel like myself again. I felt incredibly vulnerable and too sensitive during that time.
I think a rather rough but needed realization of what I needed to get over with took place, when I met someone Laurent and our "edate" went rather horribly bad, I reacted like a shy baby and it both made me ashamed and also aware of how, I was not as monstrous or whatever I felt I had become because of my illness.. I feel I really began to be myself again from then.. and I guess my trip over to finland helped with this as well.. which I feel somehow guilty about some people will know what I'm talking about or why I tell this... but at the same time I don't feel so guilty about it, so, what...?
Either I am an evil little manipulator or, I am so nice I feel I am an evil little manipulator, when I'm reacting like anyone else would...
Today I had an huge fall out I don't think I'll get over with with a one year old friend, it backfires from (it is the cause) another friend and will probably cause her to stop talking to me as well, because I'm both unclear on how to react to these two or where I stand in the middle of them.. and I think I'm either too nervous compared to last year or just not willing to take the shit I used to deal with, that I don't know either anymore...
The reason why, I got so upset about it, it's something small but it is adding up to a rather long pile, I think it to be mostly my fault but still blame a lot on him, I'm not able or willing to deal with it anymore and think it might be healthier for me to step away, though I don't want to, it's an addiction in a way and it is confusing and hurting me.
I hate that.. I love these two people, I know I care about their friendship more than they about me, the proof, the guy, just ended up telling me I should stop talking to him already if he is so horrible.
Why do I always feel I end up, caring about people who don't about me, or people I don't even give a damn about end up professing their love or admiration for me? The world is not properly made with that.
Well of course I'm exagerrating here there are many exceptions, many friends I have had for years now like mah Texan Suze (So need to meet you in person Suze!! haha) and what is so fucked is these two people, I have known for one year only at most, why do they matter so much to me or why am I so infatuated in them or you name it...
IRL anyway.. I'm growing more addicted to GW.. I'm now in a good guild, two old friends from the hall I have never had issues with in it and a lot of good people, and our alliance is fun as well.. this game is a good escape :)
The job is going alright.. I'll see where it takes me.. One of the really great things in it is, I met this really great girl there Houria, we get along great and are really developping a friendship, fun considreing how we met through someone I don't get along with at all.. I appreciate Elsa a lot as well.. And besides the "nyanya" social aspect it is good money and a stable element in my life..
Sports wise, I'm still going to the pool, rather regularily and I see that I'm getting more apt to swim long spans of time than ever.. though I still feel rather "flabby" (don't we girls all feel like that though...) so to correct this I just signed up to a gym close from where my parents live, so I both get something to do at their place and do something useful for myself.
Anne's getting a knee operation again in ten days. i'm rather scared from her because the way it is downgrading, her third operation in 10 years time and the knee growing weaker each time, she'll end up invalid and having to walk with a cane, when her purpose in life is to teach sports and to dance.. poor girl.. with other friends we don't know how to deal with it anymore as, she refuses to hear some stuff, and it feels dishonest to just nod and agree with her about stuff like "i'm going to dance three times a week in two months time" coming from her.. :(
wow well, i sure had a lot more to rant about but I guess I exhausted myself.. I hate myself.
|Aug. 28th, 2006 07:10 am mondays..|
and another week starts, wee?Leave a comment
|Jul. 28th, 2006 10:15 pm TIRED|
still doing alright so far at the new job, (I hear rumors about how I'm doing great, I should apply for open positions and people like me, but..given how it is like there is it true) it's a company called chronopost - a bit. special.. stuff is odd there and I'm a bit too tired to develop this, but even having a professionnal experience in as many different companies as I did I must say I'm surprised by the amount of backstabbing and "hey could you tell me who is backstabbing me" I'm getting there.. and how to deal with that. Esp coming from a boss.
I'm so paranoid that, even with basically no one I know in france knowing about this blog I don't want to go too much in detail about this plus. this is my private and real, not internet, life :) I guess computers are my worse ennemies as well as best friends.
As well with having to merely, figure out what I'm supposed to do workwise, instead of being told "oh your job includes among 150 other things, this and that" at the start. I guess she thought it more important to tell me where to find stickers with ppls adresses than "oh btw yoiu need to send this updated excel worksheet to this person each week" yeeeah.. so I'd find out about it while on my own, as well as all the other ppl who either, didn't know her colleague whom i'm replacing was gone or that she'd be on a vacation, so it would both make everyone look like fools and lose time. GRR
At least I'm not bored :P
Wedding last week went well, I'm invited around either around Paris or on week-ends to the sea which is really nice. And I'm going to be a cat-sitter for a good friend next week:) I wish I was still on a vacation
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|Jul. 24th, 2006 10:28 pm aroo, a chimera?|
| You scored as Ram. You are the Ram. You often live in reality but turn it into your imagination at every turn. New beginnings are a favorite for you. You rule the mountains as a mejestic being.|
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|Jul. 18th, 2006 12:14 am I should..|
update a bit more often.. though I guess I don't like the concept of a blog that much as I worry about some people reading it and what not and end up writing most on paper..
well after the last rather horrendous or horrible last months and a well needed vacation it seems i'm getting in the right motion again, starting a new job which fell on me a bit at an unexcepted moment - and, glad that place has A/C or I'd so be a dead woman -, and going to a cousin's wedding hundreds of miles away this week-end, a bit of a bugger but still cool.
past midnight and the temps are still well above 20°C..
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|May. 29th, 2006 06:12 pm Boost up|
To all the girls here: don't you like it when you have some date to first see how it clicks with someone, you really don't know what to think about them but had a bad feeling at first and seeing how the person keeps pointing out what flaws they have, and their nervosity, helps making your opinion of them worsen.. almost like in this old "friends" episode where Rachel has this ridiculous date that was planned behind her back by Phoebe lol. Add a pinch of how -you- can overrreact to stuff because of what you've been through the past months, so you act the opposite of what you normally would be doing, at one point..the result can be surprising.
Oh and never underestimate the power of social representations and how they "format" how you consider people :P
'nuff on that. Suffice to say it is always pleasant to feel the ball was in your camp, I needed that to be able to understand several signals that came from other places.
So after that date thurdsay I had a rather quiet friday in preparation of a friend's wedding. Saturday was a rush ; B picked me up at 13h50 when he said he'd be there at 14:00.. and of course he rang right while i was trying to zip the dress I'd wear up, and of courese the zipper blocked itself then so I had to ask him to come down help me, eventually gave up as it didnt work and put something else on just packing the dress to put it on later, then on the way we had to stop at a pharmacy to get something, went to the hotel - the wedding, took place in a small village called Viarmes, charming lil traditionnal village, our hotel was about 15 kms from it by a golf. - where despite Anne's help I still could not get the dress shut until I litterally cursed to god and life itself and it shut, god must exist somewhere haha. So all was well in that aspect:) (but now my friends will know me as the girl who insults her clothes.) Wedding itself and the coktail and dinner that folllowed were great, rather moving and I felt proud for T and O and happy for them, I was fairly moved too as I was their witness with B, when we went to sign the books. FX and me umm well I need to discuss about this with him more in detail when we'll have time to, it was surprising.
The setting the next morning is, T and O, T's family, me B FX and A + one of O's witness C, + some of her family all had spent the night in the same hotel. T and me go way back because our parents were neighbors so I must have known him since I was 12 or so. So at any rate his parents still view me as the little neighbor which, causes his mother to be the damnest most annoying bugger ever at times - but she also has a renowned ability to point out loud things she'd better shut up about if she thought twice, lol. so I was rather tense about seeing her again with no reason as she was perfectly nice. The next morning it was rather surrealist to be around all these people for the breakfast but nice, we hung around a rather long while and didn't start driving back till after noon, and even then wandered around to stop and have a coffee by Enghien.
It would be totally uninteresting if it wasn't for what happened when we were about 250 meters from where I live.
So: We were stopped at a red light on the left lane (two ways lane) and chatting, laughing and at one point one of us says "ouh lÃ" or "attention", we heard some brakes screech loudly and very briefly immediately followed by an huge crash and as we looked on the left litterally saw a car fly, could not say what way it was going precisely becasue it was too short, but it must have been from the right to the left as it ended up in the sidewalk on the left (this being on OUR side of the road, that's where we were oriented). freaking scary even if it was too short to realize what happened, i'm still surprised it did not crash right in B's car..
We stayed stunned a few seconds and then moved, i called the 15 (equivalent of your 911 for all americans) and managed to tell them where to go and whath appened even if i was really in a shock, while B and A went to see how the driver was doing. The car was upside down and the habitacle, litterally busted, but the lucky bastard was ok, mostly because of his airbag, all he suffered from is a wound on his arm.. the wheels were so weirdly angled it was crazy to see it and there were painting and screech marks everywhere where the car slid on the sidewalk.. rather scary to see that. And the other driver was ok, with just a broken retro.
We had to wait the cops to deposit what we've seen, so B and me are witnesses again.. we might have to do it again this week if they call us. Yay. I preferred the first time :P And I feel scared by the mere idea of going into a car again! which I already had to do anyway since when we could leave it was in his car lol.
*hahs and returns to job hunting, studies and other fun things*
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|May. 21st, 2006 01:59 am People!|
So I saw a friend or rather acquaintance on tuesday with other friends, I hadn't seen him in three months or so, we don't get along -that- well, but have known 4 years or so now and so see one another fairly regularily. Leave a comment
I had these health issues I told him about a bit via emails and I know, othesr told him about it a bit, and last time we'd typed to one another before that eve he was like "yes so I'll see you on sunday for the roller ride or tuesday at the movie", from that you'd think he kind of wanted to see me as it had a been a while hahah.
Well mister dummy, not only mentionned something he'd be doing on saturday (so yersteday eve) and then said something "funny" about my hair, while I had joined them after being at the pool so it was combed and nada else, I hadn't styled it lol, but also has some friend who smartly replied all including me about said saturday night thing, in his reply about another thing we'd all do on sunday tomorrow (I might explain bad but I understand myself :P), some hanging out at his place for his bday. so I was fairly annoyed about it. Rather depressed actually. Until I discussed it with guigui who was like oh but he didn't invite you because of MH (we both argued and i sweasr if I am in the same room this poor girl is in, I'll likely just blow her off or worse, and she'd likely reciprocate it, so good thinking I guess somewhat lol), and he didnt invite J. either.. I'm annoyed becasue he could have just told me that himself and I would have understood, but I understand how that's easier to say than do, too. Either way guigui and me agreed on Alex being like the worse dunce possible about that, lol, if you want not to invite someone to your party you don't mention it around them..freaking hypocritical attitude lol.
Ooook yeah my reaction is childish, the last times I went over at Alex I was bored, but I've been hyper sensitive to stuff like that lately. I should go with the "go fuck yourself idiot, not worth my worrying about it" attitude instead tho.
And the idiocy of telling someone " I hope you get better soon" as you part with them, and yet you don't invite them or tell them direclty, why you don't, to something you do days later, just mind boggles me. @_@
In good news doing a hike tomorrow with friends and some of their friends, I wuv the forest in this season and it is in an area I've not been to yet :) and I have a date with L. on thurdsday, I already feel awfully nervous about it..which is a good thing, would be more annoying if I was indifferent lol.
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